Sunday, February 27, 2011

Chesty Cough, Shortness Of Breath

moments of euphoria


is amazing the feeling you get when you realize that everything you have said is true,
that when one door closes you open a door,
things in life just happen ,
that it is useless to strive to do or make something happen,
you meet the best people,
that after a break you'll be happy again and laugh at the tears,
senitrai more than that Magone chest every morning ...
And these days I did nothing but try a veiled excitement realizing that is exactly what is happening to me,
really is too early to say anything, we been set up to 5 times, but thinking back to Saturday night I can only keep on smiling.
had come to me after dinner e. .. I did not sleep a wink all night,
the day after I was destroyed, but of course is irrelevant to what was before.
I have never felt so in tune with someone and you want as much in those 13 hours .... all the nice things he said to me, all the hugs and kisses overwhelmed me for a time that I wished would never end.
Rather, he whispered to me: "For me, this night also can not stop."
neither could come off the other sleep away ... kisses ...
Last night I had made up his mind to visit him after dinner. So
I did it despite being past the 23:30 and had to spend 15 euro taxi ...
but I had to see it!
and while we were in the yard started to snow ...
What could be more romantic?
also like a good gentleman that I was taken back home to the door.
more I held her, the more I looked, the more I realized that I liked more and more.
And the snow continues to fall ....

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Micro Bikini Streaming

So there! One-way friendships


Ten-thirty in the morning, the sun coming through the window in the kitchen and the ipod forward "la vie en rose".
everything fits my mood ....
here that I think back on last night and I smile at anything.
I believe that I took a mega crush giant.
But let's step back.



a point in its favor for: an invitation to
usicre

2 point
very sincere when he told me he likes me

3
point I invited him to dinner yesterday and she insisted on cooking
4

point while we were huddled on the bed talking about us having to tell me that he goes quietly ...

UAOOOOOO a man who wants to cook and you do not want to bring to bed immediately ...
And many small things like "you have a wonderful smile,"
"I had noticed since before Christmas but you were too busy with other things to notice who he was really concerned,"
"I brought you the movies you wanted see "
" when we meet again? "
said while all this filled me with sweet kisses and I looked into my eyes and hold me strong ....
This morning I woke up hugging my pillow, thinking it was him ....

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Ottawa Brazilian Waxing Men




In these two years of university, I met many people, some friendships were grown
and thorough, others are lost to time.
just last night I was talking to my roommate.
is that who got engaged and calls you only when it remains alone
"hello only because m. is playing, come to me ? "or
:
" hello I go I need you aid "
" look I'm terrible in bed with high fever I can not even speak "
" but only from 5 mintue "
as part of 'I'm sick' do not you understand
say No because you're the one that search company why do not you come?
or avoid stress that the only reason is because you are alone.
Then there's what you should look for when preparing for an exam,
what he wants anything but a friendly one with which
have lived and shared beautiful moments but then I wonder why you are no longer able to meet even live in the same city.
least of these you know that whatever we are forever.
But the category maggiornamente that interests me is that of self.
two years that my companion has evenings and confidences E.
girl super intelligent, active, dynamic and also add the short easy.
she has always been the girl: "I am strong, nothing freaks me," love does not exist ", because you can control emotions with rational, and you're smart, I have no problem to break away from the people ... etc." immginarvi as you consoled me when I was ill last month with an A.
But now it's up to you.
The boyfriend (they live together) have been told that you are away, who needs his space, which in this period did not feel like doing things that make happy ....
and she completely collapsed.
now is more than a week that desperate time.
least every day I receive a phone call in tears ... and now I do not know what to say.
Yesterday morning it was completely destroyed by me and that I was studying with a friend of mine did not know who to give the remains.
Not to mention all the times I've been called to the rescue.
Every time I took the bike after dinner,
all the times I gave up my time to go for moral support. Why
obvious she is looking for you but I am still me that I have to move. How
yesterday that, having left the Borza with the books I asked me to take it.
"now I can not just look at most I tomorrow morning "with this message I thought I escaped essermela.
short, I would never ask one of my amcica of losing one morning to bring me something that I have forgotten her.
But no ... I had to leave the study to get a good trek from his home.
I do not understand.
why they do it?
because they understand that we are always kind and helpful and if they take advantage?
or because they are so self-centered and self-aware and who does not?

Friday, February 18, 2011

Pilladas En La Callefree




At nine and a half were on time in the house.
As soon as I saw inside my head I cheered, "Yay is not shorter than me !!!!!!"

We went to a pub where we chatted for a couple of Oretta ...
I noticed that brings me the embarrassment and awkwardness dyslexic moron comments ...
not happened to me a long time ... usually I can maintain some control ....
but he was staring at me with those eyes ....

kept me stuck there for that minute too that makes you feel very observed.
When the confusion has not allowed to speak more quietly went there "to discover the hidden wonders of our neighborhood" that is the park that divides our houses ....
We started talking on top of one of those castles for children ...
dint of speaking one and a half ago ..
It was very cold, humidity had infiltrated every layer of my body and I froze in my coat is too light.

"I like the sincerity?"
me I thought oh shit .... here it is ....
"Well ... I do not know ... depends on the case," I muttered, looking closely at the floor ...
"I like you!"
sbam!
the face of sincerity
diskette and direct!
I did not know where to hide ....
has continued to speak as I approached ...
"and if I had said, do not you?"
I mumbled, "but you did not"
and he kissed me.

but I could not let go,
I felt super awkward and embarrassed so I dodged with:
"I would say that pimo enough to date. "
Then I begged him to take me home to avoid freezing to death ...
As a good gentleman took me up to his door and asked me the number ...
I just dropped it down the head on the pillow and amazingly I managed to drag me up at the university where I took a much deserved 28!!
I am very proud of me!
In the afternoon I had an exchange of messages with the uomosincerità, all polite and nice.
'm glad you have been good, he is nice and a good partner ... but inside myself I feel that they are not quiet, I still lack
Andrea, feeling that took me by surprise a couple of times during the evening.
is as if my heart was frozen .... I feel it would not make it to engage with someone right now ....
and do not know if I could enjoy things as they are because there's something stopping me.
I feel the need to tell him that I would like to see how it is spending time with him but that I have just completed an important report, it made me sign that for now I can not ignore ....
I also know that these words do not ever come out of my mouth.

fact is that tomorrow I invited him to come to me before ... for dinner and a movie ... not bad because I do not think I really want to do.
knows that if the initial embarrassment over the same will be better ...
the last pensiero prima di addormentarmi è: non vedo l'ora di rivederlo....

:)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Cutting The Phiten Necklace To Make Shorter

And I wonder if you know How it feels to let you go?


My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel.
Know I try to tell you that I need you.
Here I am without you.
I feel so lost but what can I do?
‘Cause I know this love seems real
But I don’t know how to feel.

And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Alright, everything is alright
Since you came along
And before you
I had nowhere to run to
Nothing to hold on to
I came so close to giving it up.
And I wonder if you know
How it feels to let you go?

You say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

So you change your mind
And say you’re mine.
Don’t leave tonight
Stay.

Say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I
But I felt this way Could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay, stay, stay, stay with me.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Digital Camera Football Point And Shoot

Mans' Brain


Just now I talked to my ragazzoappuntamento on skype ....
was a pleasant conversation and joking, but quickly destroyed by my roommate:
"I tell you sincerely for men. It wants to fuck.
Sure! I can not tell if he is also interested in other things as a man but I can certainly tell you one thing wants "


OOOoooook not we fall in love at first sight, which probably triggered the first attraction and physical desire but it is possible that men are thinking more with less brain?

Monday, February 14, 2011

Adult Movie Stars For Hire

certain events should be documented! The art of carpe diem


WARNING!

drum roll ........

trumpet sound .......

insistent applause of the audience ........




I have an appointment !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Yes,
the other day talking on skype with my friend
(one of the outputs of which I spoke on Friday with around 2 times). He joked about not
have met over the weekend with sentences like:
"and I that I had come especially for you"
"and then you were gone but you know I was coming to offer you something"
until after a couple of minutes in which his pencil pointed out that I was writing a papyrus appears this sentence:
"
feel but why do not we stop seeing each other groped for the weekend and move to the offer of a drink in the middle of the week? we take the opportunity to explore the hidden mergviglie in our neighborhood .. "

I almost fell down from the chair!
but then there are regular! (It was my first thought)
followed quickly by a maniac ... then it will be safe ... or a fag ....
but the euphoria of the news has given a good kick in the ass to the latter two possibilities.

Now I just try not to create me expectations.
also because they do not even know what to expect.
see him again and who knows maybe I do not like most (or vice versa).
where I bring? What shall I wear? what we say? my hair is a disaster. and if it rains? will be in the car? Or
will not hear anymore. Nor has my number ....


But no matter!
Whatever happens this event will mark my romance.

No raagzzo before he asked me out so explicitly.
always remember the warmth of this emotion!

Friday, February 11, 2011

How To Feel For An Enlarged Spleen



I went to bed at five past ... as usual at 9 am I was already "standing."
That evening when you go once the two start to make me come anxieties.
No matter how late I put my head on the pillow, over the ten
nn can not sleep. Resulting
headache, stoned and days lost.
was not to be this time.
was planning a dinner and then a quick jump in dicoteca ...
Add to this, I have flown 50 € ... at the table because they ordered six bottles of wine (which is reached between all pay) and why they needed to enter the local arch of the card that I had not.
Not to mention the return taxi ... more 15 euro ....
All this because my friend was drunk and I could not abandon it to its fate ... To complete the
incazzatura one is put my self-esteem ... It was
joined us a friend of the alcoholic.
Now we have entered into sympathy, we chatted and joked all the way ...
mid evening we ended up just talking in a angoletto.mi seemed quite innocent until S. I said, "want to leave you alone?" Li
I got the lighting there .... maybe he was trying ... and I would not even be sorry ... will I have a soft spot for South Tyrol and their wonderful accent for that but at that moment I took one mega flash cooked.
the problem was to take the first step, especially in a situation where the only move would be allowed to dance around and smile a bit .... strusicandosi and I feel totally prevented in questo campo...cosi mi sono fatta trovare casualmente sempre nesi suoi paraggi e lui si avvicinava anche ....ma... niente di piu...cosi pur di levarmi dall'imbarazzo fingevo la ricerca di varie amiche perse in giro....
quando alla fine sono riuscita a raccimolare tutti e ad andar via lo vedo in un cantuccio con una tipa... questa visione ha rovinato completamente il mio morale per il resto del tragitto "cerca taxi, no io volgio la pizza, no io devo far pipi, no io non volgio tornare, dai aspettiamo ancora un ora il prossimo notturno" . Avrei voluto picchiare tutti e lasciarli in mezzo alla città deserta.

La mia ultima speranza è facebook.
Se mi aggiunge come promesso e mi cerca per una scommessa che abbiamo fatto allora nulla è lost
meanwhile I charge for my self-esteem E. to find out if he likes me ... just a little.
may be that the only time I convince myself to please someone spout a flash in the pan?

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Dinosaur Wedding-colorado




to confirm my thesis that in January and February are two months to rule was a fever and a cold that I have come three days before the examination.
With this mix:
lovesickness + stoned flu, I was convinced I would never have passed the exam.
and worst thing I did not care at all.
total apathy!
But just to give a good kick in the ass to jinx me come up with a decent 26!
Enthusiasm takes little time to go home and drag me into a coma in bed instead of going out to celebrate my minisuccesso!

The other day they returned "uncles" from the cruise (lucky them all relaxed and tanned!)
I like to tell my "misfortune".
Receiving a tip from a woman who is ultra modern but sixty years is that the world is always constructive.
He told me that the same thing happened at my age, and rather than yield to a refusal could be married by the type in question ... and the marriage lasted? a month!
" 29 years and then I met L. ( his current partner) and I've got picked up a knock that I did not understand anything more hours .... you have this pain but keep it in a corner of the head ... go on with your life so that things happen and that's it.
one can not do anything, needless to plan and decide.
If something happens must happen without being able to do anything.
If you want to call or simply tell <> do it!
but do it without tragedy. calmly. If
the morning of his birthday, you feel you let him offer his congratulations, you've also always shared four years. You have to be higher.
If you wake up thinking <> okay.
Do what you feel but going on with your life. and see that things happen when they happen "

must have been the focus of Romagna, but then I already I felt better!

Today I went to the suitability of computer science.
within the classroom late and I commit my book.
Prof who has had forty years to the entire class recites:
"she is waaay more beautiful than the picture if you can say" oh yes
the passport photos are always a tragedy, I reply.
seen? I attracted human cases or old ....
What Can I Do?

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Fertile Mucus Before Af

update the decisive moment



know what I hate?
those scenes in movies where the protagonist prompted by a speech or a sentence apt and full of pathos and addresses the situation ZAC! As if by magic
solve all its problems
scenes and sometimes even the days follow one another quickly.
In the background there are always some great soundtracks that inspire hope and charge.
Too bad we do not have as a soundtrack in our lives, I do not
starts "i want to break free" by Queen when I'm going to do an exam.
when I'm sad that does not spread, "do not stop beliving" in the room.

and then the second.
the moment there is almost never decisive.

you have just encouraged ...
you feel invincible .... unbeatable unstoppable .... .... eeee ..... GO !!!!!!!!!!!!

turns the corner and there it is: a table with all
your books, you put all of yourself, spend the night in black and wham! Take thirty examination,
or around the corner and there he the guy who had to speak for some time that the former
back to you in a pink cloud.
turns the corner and you will have many opportunities to redeem yourself, to regain confidence in what you do ...


in a real round the corner there's almost always a long and empty.
all that grit you felt inside is lost at every step, all the way home.
where you sit on the couch, turn on the TV and say to yourself "maybe tomorrow".

What Kind Of Camera Does Bella Have In New Moon

exchange of shares




My cousin has 16.
although we never visited crabs she has a kind of worship to me that automatically makes me love her very well.
Today I wrote this message: "F. has left me."
I immediately called to try to cheer her up.
and what comes out? she is the A. the situation.
He left her because she was shallow, he could not prove actual physical love.
And here I found myself in difficulty because at the end of the accounts are the same reasons that always reproached A.
I did not know what to say because if it's your cousin to suffer you can not tell you that was a bitch.
What if a person really love certain things are natural, do not sforzarzi to give a hug or make a romantic gesture.
(which also includes consultations in personal choices).
If these things do not come naturally Well should make you think ...
"But I now feel that I can change, I did not let go for fear of taking on the teeth"
"Honey, you now you say so because you have just left.
You feel hurt and you idealize your relationship.
Needless go forward with itself and with the, but if you have you acted in a certain way first, it means that he was not the right guy, if he did not have you jump without a parachute means it is the wrong one.
Not all love the same way.
As between myself and A. that the end is not that they loved me, but I could not feel it as I wanted.
In your case it means that you will find someone who fits your way of loving. A guy with whom you should not strive to be different from how you "

words in the wind.
Obviously its final decision was to talk and convince him to give him a second chance.
I could stop him? No, indeed is I did it myself.
not learn if not from their own experiences.
also seems to me that he tried to help to find reasons to A. his behavior. and that made me think also.

"you know I'm here now x where we have given the first kiss "

my child will live experiences.
but it is useless to try to prepare. I also
and A. we often went there. "our place".
and look, now it's just a nice riordo.


(snow a few days ago)


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Pokemon Soul Silver 100 English Patch

moments of happiness negligible

is the title of the book that I found myself in his hands a few days ago. Francesco Piccolo
The author has collected a series of moments where the reality around you seems to converge in one place, and it does shine:

"I go into a shoe store, because I saw I like the shoes on display. He pointed to the contract, say my number, 46. She comes back and says sorry, we do not have his number. He adds
always have the 41.
And look at me in silence, because he wants an answer.
And I, once, I would say all right, give me 41. "

"to lock them in the bathrooms of the houses where they have never been put in and browse through all the products that use"

"I love when I tell
And she answers: , screaming and saying it."

you can simply open a random page and read one of these brief paragraphs that Alternaria in some longer, and you find yourself smiling and thinking that well you've done or think the same thing.

out for breakfast that are still left some of my favorite cookies,

when I realize that there is an episode of scrubs that I have not seen ....

and you, what are your moments of happiness negligible?